Friday, August 12, 2005
Artist: Mariah CareyTitle: We Belong Togetherpara kay Kenzo
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didnt know nothing
I was stupidI was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd beSitting here beside myself
Guess I didn't know you
Guess I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everythingI never felt.
The feeling that I'm feeling now
That I don't hear your voice
Or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here
Cause baby
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There aint nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deepI gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby
When you leftI lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
Baby
When you leftI lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
Cause we belong togetherWho am i going to lean on
When times get rough
Who's going to talk to me
Til the sun comes up
Who's going to take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, babyWe belong together
10:42 AM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
This is Kenzo, he's the guy that i have been dating for more than 3 months. nagkakilala kami sa downelink and then text and after that naging close friends kami. but things are not going according to plans. last sat he broke my heart.
Magkikita dapat kami sa wend'y españa last saturday. Dumating ako ng 4:30pm on time sa sinet naming time. Naknampucha 5:30 wala pa siya, then i started calling him but he's not answering my calls. Thank god i got a book of nick deocampo with me. 6 o 'clock he called up. Nakatulog daw siya. so i told him na pumunta na kagad sa wendy's but he refused. ako nalang daw ang pumunta. E di eto na nga si gaga, ako na ang pumunta sa place niya sa lardizabal, sampaloc.
To make this story short, eto nalang ang kwento, may nanagyari samin aka SEX. Di ko inexpect na manyayari ito. Promise! May plans na kami sa isa't isa so ang inakala ko relationship ang mangyayari at hindi intercourse, basta ayun. At eto pa he does not kiss. so ano 'to para ang callboy na nag home service. Panget tingnan.
Sana man lang may premise na casual sex lang ang mangyayari, kase kung ganoon ang plano ok lang sa akin. kaso iba ang nangyari e. Eto pa, hindi man lang niya ako hinatid palabas ng place niya. So prosting prosti ang dating ko, minus na cash. Dagdag pa roon the night before kami magkita sabi niya na dun na daw ako matulog, so ok lang sakin yun kase kung may sex na magaganap titiyakin kong magiging kami muna, pero what is after ng sex namin, tinanong ko siya kung may pasok siya sa call center nung gabing iyon. Ang sabi niya OO. sabi ko what time, sabi niya 10pm e at that time that was already 9:15. Sinungaling talaga si gago. Basta sobrang naiirita ako na maski lumipas na ang dalawang araw naluuha at maga ang mata ko.
Magpahanggang ngayon di ko pa sya tinitext ganun rin siya. at habang sinusulat ko ito naiiyak na naman ako. I know that the sex is good pero like him relationship rin ang hanap ko. Nakakaasar dahil again nabasag na anman ang motto ko sa aking sariling " i always get what i want".
E ganon talaga e, marami lang talagang gagong tulad niya ganun din ang mga tangang tulad ko. Kaya kung titingnan sa pix na ito, maga pa rin ang mata ko.
11:12 AM
