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Thursday, February 28, 2008

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I won’t risk loosing my family and friends.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don’t believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to “teach me a lesson”

9:26 PM

Monday, February 18, 2008

Until You Come Back To Me (That's What I'm Gonna Do)

Though you don't call anymore
I sit and wait in vain
I guess I'll rap on your door
tap on your window pane
I wanna tell you, baby
changes I've been going through, missing you
'til you come back to me that's what I'm gonna do

Why did you have to decide
you had to set me free?
I'm gonna swallow my pride
and beg you to please see me
I'm gonna walk by myself
to prove that my love is true, all for you
'til you come back to me that's what I'm gonna do

Living for you, my dear
is like living in a world of constant fear
hear my plea
I've gotta make you see that our love is dying

Although your phone you ignore
somehow I must explain
I'll have to rap on your door, tap on your window pane
I'm gonna camp by your steps
until I get through to you
change your view
'til you come back to me that's what I'm gonna do
'til you come back to me that's what I'm gonna do

I'm gonna tap on your window pane, don't wanna wait in vain
I'm gonna tap on your window pane, don't wanna wait in vain

4:39 PM

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Your sign is Pig.

Pigs would have experienced several life changes last year and these are likely to influence the outcome of this year. If you did change your job or move home last year, all you need to do is work with those changes and make the necessary improvements. There’s a lot of leisure or business travel in store for Pigs this year.

Famous Pig:
Hillary Clinton, Liu Xiang, Bryan Adams, Woody Allen, Julie Andrews, Fred Astaire, Humphrey Bogart, James Cagney, Maria Callas, Richard Chamberlain, Hillary Rodham Clinton, Glenn Close, Sir Noel Coward, Oliver Cromwell, Billy Crystal, the Dalai Lama, Richard Dreyfuss, Sheena Easton, Ben Elton, Ralph Waldo Emerson

Your reading:
Pigs would have experienced several life changes last year and these are likely to influence the outcome of this year.

If you did change your job or move home last year, all you need to do is work with those changes and make the necessary improvements. If you did get married last year and are now expecting a baby, what’s to worry about? These are happy occasions and you should celebrate and rejoice. There’s a lot of leisure or business travel in store for Pigs this year.

If the relationship you were in ended last year, make an effort to pull yourself together as soon as you can. However, if you neither ended your relationship nor do you have any plans of strengthening it by getting married, you should go all out to pamper your beloved and reinforce the relationship. This is particularly important because your last year’s luck will continue to have a strong influence over you during the first half of 2008. This implies that even though your relationship survived the stormy waters of 2007, it may crack under the continuous strain and the relationship could end. If the beginning of 2008 saw your relationship on the verge of ending, there may not be much that you can do to revive it.

There’s good news on the financial front though. You will get plenty of investment opportunities and you should capitalize on them. Pigs born in spring and summer should embark upon a career if you haven’t done so already. Next year will be too late. During the first six months of 2008 you may find it difficult to make the right decisions because of your emotional instability and the influence of 2007. You will be able to make a better judgment only in Lunar May, when last year’s influence has faded away. The flip side of this however is that your run of good luck is likely to last only till end 2009. If you want to get substantial returns on your investment, you will have to invest this year, but invest wisely and well.

You look all set to lose some of your belongings this year including your mobile phone, wallet or keys. Forewarned is forearmed. While you may not be able to avoid all the bad luck that looks set to come your way, you should take steps to minimize the loss by carrying minimal amount of money in your wallet, keeping a spare set of keys in a safe place and making a duplicate set of phone numbers.

6:38 PM