Friday, July 28, 2006
A friend all of a sudden texted me this morning joke:
Malanie Marquez ay ngla2kd s mall, den my 2 gurlz, sbi nla sa knya "Heybitch"..Napalingo n c Melanie, sbi nya dnt u everever ever call me Hey!!
Actually hindi mataas ang tolerance ko sa mga corny jokes, specially na kailangan ko pang bumangon dahil baka importante ang text, lalong lalo na ngayon that i only had 2 hours of sleep because i have to edit a plug for post prod today. But for some reason natawa na lang ako. Maybe not because of the text pero natuwa lang ako sa taong nagsend sakin nyon. (Nagpapamiss? Oh well here i go again with my assumptions)
Today is Friday and still don't know what will happen later in the office. Considering its his last day today in the company i just hope not the end of our friendship.
I'm sure i'm really going to miss him
CANNONBALL
Damien Rice
There's Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
There's Still a little hard to say what's going on
There's Still a little bit of your ghost, your weakness
There's Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That I can’t say what's going on
Stones taught me to flyLove,it taught me to lie
Life, it taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
There's Still a little bit of your song in my ear
There's Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fallWhen you float like a cannon..
Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to cry
So come on courage
Teach me to be shy'
Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know
9:19 AM
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Monday, July 24, 2006
Reason Why
Rachael Yamagata
I think about how it might have been
We'd spend out days travelin'
It's not that I don't understand you
It's not that I don't want to be with you
But you only wanted me
The way you wanted me
So, I will head out along and hope for the best
And we can hang out heads down
As we skip the goodbyes
And you can tell the world what you want them to hear
I've got nothing left to lose, my dear
So, I'm up for the little white lies
But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, and you're still there
I'm gone, and you're still there
I'm gone, and you're still there
I'll buy a magazine searching for your face
From coast to coast, or whatever I find my place
I'll track you on the radios, and
I'll sign your list in a different name
But as close as I come to you
It's not the same
So, I will head out along and hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back
As say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big
We can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, and you're still there
I'm gone, and you're still there
I'm gone, and you're still there
So, steal the show, and do your best
To cover the tracks that I have left
I wish you well and hope you find
Whatever you're looking for
The way I might've changed my mind,
But you only showed my the door
So, I will head out along and hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back
And say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big
We can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I, you and I know the reason why
9:24 AM
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
| You're an Passionate Kisser | 
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
12:04 AM
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Just finished capturing the film Narinig Mo Na Ba Ang L8est starring Aga Muhlach and Joyce Jimenez for my Aga Numero Uno PLug. I hate to admit it but to be honest liked the film. Grabe damang dama mo talaga kung paano kumakalat at nakakaapekto sa buhay ng isang taong nagtratrabaho sa media company ang intriga at chismis. Very convincing talaga.
Gusto Na Kitang Makita
Session Road
Parang ang bagal ng takbo ng panahon pag wala ka
Alam kong walang dapat sisihin na ako'y
Nandito at nandiyan ka
Refrain:
Pero dahil malayo ka Ako'y nalulungkot na
Chorus:
Gusto na kitang makita
(Kita kita sa mata)
Gusto na kitang makasama
(Magsama tayong dalawa)
Pininta mong larawan ko
Ang mga una kong nakikita sa umaga
Pagbangon sa kama siguradong
Ang araw ay may bagong pag-asa
Refrain:
Pero dahil malayo ka
Ako'y nalulungkot na
Chorus:
Gusto na kitang makita
(Kita kita sa mata)
Gusto na kitang makasama
(Magsama tayong dalawa)
Refrain:
Pero dahil malayo ka
Ako'y nalulungkot na
Chorus:
Gusto na kitang makita
(Kita kita sa mata)
Gusto na kitang makasama
(Magsama tayong dalawa)
Gusto na kitang makita
(Kita kita sa mata)
Gusto na kitang makasama
(Magsama tayong dalawa)
Gusto na kitang makita
(Kita kita sa mata)
Gusto na kitang makasama
(Magsama tayong dalawa)
9:44 AM
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
 Grabe i just spent the whole night wth my editor Alan editing a plug that needs to air that same day. We started at around 8 in the evening of July 10 and we ended up at around 4am the other day. Grabe na 'to. Well i had fun naman with him during the editing ang galing pa mag-after effects hehehe.
Why is it that everytime im being included in the picture i always wear a green shirt. Maybe it's my lucky color. (ang layo lang ng comment ko!)
10:59 AM
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Monday, July 10, 2006
RAINY DAYS AND MONDAYS
the carpenters
Talkin' to myself and feelin' old
Sometimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.
What I've got they used to call the blues
Nothin' is really wrong
Feelin' like I don't belong
Walkin' around
Some kind of lonely clown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.
Funny but it seems I always wind up here with you
Nice to know somebody loves me
Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me.
What I feel has come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.
Rainy days and mondays literally always get me down. As in i can't move my body and i can't get out of my bed. Probably because of stress due to last weeks workload and problems. Seems like my body is not yet ready for another series of stressful events for the upcoming week. It is only now that i got to have more than 6 hours of sleep and my body was just beginning to get used to this kind of lifestyle.
7:52 AM
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SUNDAY MORNING
velvet underground
Sunday morning
Brings the dawn in
It's just a restless feeling by my side
Early dawning
Sunday morning
It's just the wasted years so close behind
Watch out the world's behind you
There's always someone around you who will call
It's nothing at all
Sunday morning
And I'm falling
I've got a feeling I don't want to know
Early dawning
Sunday morning
It's all the streets you crossed, not so long ago
Watch out the world's behind you
There's always someone around you who will call
It's nothing at all
Sunday morning
Sunday morning
Sunday morning
12:06 AM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
Things are really getting complicated nowadays.
People everywhere are gossiping each other and I’m always in the middle of it or should i say the cause of it.
I just find it unfair and foul.
They are just putting words on my mouth. Exaggerating every little detail that I’ve spoken.
I have been silent for the longest time on issues such as printing my life and showing it to the world.
I'm not blaming anyone except for the situation even though I already knew who that person is along time ago (that's not Toni, so stop the issue between us ok).
Another issue is when a person told me that I’m claiming that I had an affair with Tonton for one week (that's pathetic and I don't know where did you get that).
And lastly I just hate it when someone told me that I’m spreading and bluffing things to people at CPI. (What would i get out of it? it's just so cheap doing that).
I'm not asking you to believe me (Sabi nga nila, kaya mo na yan malaki ka na.). For every actions I do, I always take full responsibility of it’s repercussions. Sana lang we bear in mind that people have different interpretations on how they see life. Not necessarily yung sinabi ko about a particular event ay yun na yung ibig kong sabihin.
You know what, i just hope that let's just stop the issue. I'm beginning to move on and bring my old life back. I just hope its over, really over.
1:56 PM
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Friday, July 07, 2006
After a tiring day, i got a chance to meet an old friend and i just knew something that really spoiled my unfortunable day.
Now i'm really tired of issues and intrigues. It has finally reached my limits.
I'm tired of explaining thing when in the first place i should'nt be explaining to no one.
Everybody including myself just don't know what's true and what's not.
9:14 PM
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
MAN IN THE MIRROR
MICHAEL JACKSON
RYTHM FATALE REMIX
I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .
As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know
I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)
I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?
A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)
I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!
I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.
8:26 PM
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Just made takas from the office and talked to friends over buckets of beer. It is only know that i have come into my senses na i can only hadle one job at a time. Na i know to myself that i could'nt be the Jack of all trades. Things are getting complicated as days goes by. I know that challenges are there to improve onself but i know my limitations and i know when i could'nt handle the situation anymore. I'm not that strong as others think of me. People are beginning to have issues on me regarding my work ethics and attitude, i just can't defend myself anymore. Admitting my mistakes when i need to and it's just so not me. Right now i don't know what to do.
I think the time has come for me to choose. And i just could'nt decide. I need more time.
1:11 AM
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
You say I am a living contradiction. Na lahat ng sinasabi ko hindi totoo sa ginagawa at nakikita mo. Baka nga siguro ganun, di mo naman maintindihan, o baka ayaw mo lang intindihin. Kasi puro sya lang ang pinakikinggan mo. Lahat ng suggestion mo, biased.
Gusto ko lang itanong, naisip mo ba kung ano yung nararamdaman ko?
Sigurado ka bang sinasabi niya sa iyo lahat para maintindihan mo ang buong problema?
Pareho lang tayo.
11:48 AM
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Monday, July 03, 2006
I just love this song
DRIFTWOOD
travis
Everything is open
Nothing is set in stone
Rivers turn to ocean
Oceans tide you home
Home is where your heart is
But your heart had to roam
Drifting over bridges
Never to return
Watching bridges burn
Youre driftwood floating underwater
Breaking into pieces pieces pieces
Just driftwood hollow and of no use
Waterfalls will find you bind you grind you
Nobody is an island
Everyone has to go
Pillars turn to butter
Butterflying low
Low is where your heart is
But your heart has to grow
Drifting under bridges
Never with the flow
And you really didnt think it would happen
But it really is the end of the line
So Im sorry that you turned to driftwood
But youve been drifting for a long long time
Everywhere theres trouble
Nowheres safe to go
Pushes turn to shovels
Shovelling the snow
Frozen you have chosen
The path you wish to go
Drifting now forever
And forever more
Until you reach your shore
Youre driftwood floating underwater
Breaking into pieces p ieces pieces
Just driftwood hollow and of no use
Waterfalls will find you bind you grind you
And you really didnt think it would happen
But it really is the end of the line
So Im sorry that you turned to driftwood
But youve been drifting for a long long time
Youve been drifting for a long long time
Youve been drifting for a long long
Drifting for a long long time
| You Are an Emo Rocker! | 
Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding. |
12:36 AM
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Grabe i just spent the whole night wth my editor Alan editing a plug that needs to air that same day. We started at around 8 in the evening of July 10 and we ended up at around 4am the other day. Grabe na 'to. Well i had fun naman with him during the editing ang galing pa mag-after effects hehehe.