Friday, August 18, 2006
I guess that is it. Two things have ended today. The first one ended with a slap in the face, the other with a heavy heart.
As I watched both of you, I realized that some things are not the same anymore. I have to accept that some things cannot just be undone. I have been deliberately trying to move on and hold on at the same time. I am just waiting for the time when I would just reach my limit shatter out of existence.
Things will get better, I promise.
Last Wednesday, I prayed long and hard and there you were. You were able to help me out in many things: in what I have been going through and in finding myself once more. You made me realize that bit by bit, I could regain myself and start to be happy once more.
There are times that I slide several notches back, but you were always there (i guess, sana naman).
In such a short time, I have found a good friend in you. Nobody knows where the future will bring us. You have become a part of my life in a way. Thank you for understanding that wounds do not heal that fast.
Many thanks to you.
What we do with our anger, feelings of hatred, and frustrations is subject to our will. We can choose how we will respond to stress or to the behavior of others.
9:13 PM
