Monday, June 16, 2008

Last Thursday, my friend, who is going to be my boss in the company that i applied for texted me and said that my papers are now ready and i'm all set to report 2 weeks from now. So i already drafted my resignation letter (in my previous post) and rendered it to my creative director the day after (Friday), thinking that it was strategic and their would be less complications. But I was wrong... As I expected, he called me up in his room and discussed the matter with me. You guys don't know how nervous i am at that time. Kung bakit pa kasi kailangan ipaliwanag ang lahat lahat. Hindi ba pwedeng sabihing, 'eh ganun e', wala ng salisalita, wala ng tanung tanung.

Before, i said to my self that i wouldn't make salary as an issue. Dati kasi ok lang kasi sakin yun, basta kung san ako masaya, dun ako kahit mababa ang sweldo dun ako. Sabi ko noon, magreresign lang ako kapag may nakaaway ako sa office na hindi ko na matake o kaya hindi nako masaya sa ginagawa ko. Pero as time goes by, naisip ko, salary also does matter. Hello I'm already 24 and I'm not getting younger. Dyan na pumapasok yung mga household responsibilities tulad ng pagbabayad ng kuryente etal. Yung sweldo ko hanggang pangfreshgrad lang noh. And in the 2 years that I've been to this company, di naman uso ang yearly increase, moreover the benefits. So i said to my self its about time to be in better pastures.

But no, bigla nalang ako naguluhan at napaisip when my created director started to do the talking. He discussed how impressed he was with our team. He told me his plans that I'm a possible candidate for a noteworthy position. I already told him my feelings about it na impossible yun dahil di naman uso sa company ang promotion and all. he only uttered 'Why don't you let me do my job.' Hay i know that he doesn't want to give me high hope pero napaisip nga ako, posible nga naman kung iisipin. Pero the problem is, di pa sigurado yun. May risk din. In my opinion, at the most, a very influencive recommendation letter is all he could give.

Right now I'm so confused. Should i take the risk or dun ako sa sigurado? Ang hirap hirap lang talaga. What would i do?

Sa totoo lang, nahihiya ako sa friend ko na naglakad ng papers ko and all. She was able to grant my expected salary or nagiging masyado lang akong mukhang pera ngayon at pumapasok sa utak kong magtake ng risk? On the other hand, i must admit, i love my work right now if only for the poor compensation.

Ngayon i really cant decide, what would i do ?



5:21 PM
+ My Past +

+ September 2004
+ October 2004
+ November 2004
+ December 2004
+ January 2005
+ March 2005
+ April 2005
+ May 2005
+ June 2005
+ July 2005
+ August 2005
+ September 2005
+ October 2005
+ December 2005
+ January 2006
+ February 2006
+ March 2006
+ April 2006
+ May 2006
+ June 2006
+ July 2006
+ August 2006
+ September 2006
+ October 2006
+ November 2006
+ December 2006
+ January 2007
+ February 2007
+ March 2007
+ August 2007
+ September 2007
+ October 2007
+ November 2007
+ December 2007
+ January 2008
+ February 2008
+ March 2008
+ May 2008
+ June 2008
+ August 2008
+ October 2008
+ November 2008
+ December 2008
+ January 2009
+ February 2009
+ March 2009

milkylicious

....
liam2

tagboard

Links

blogger
blogskins
Om
C-an
Paolo Manalo
KASAMAsaUP
UGAT
Alina
David
Danix
Jel
Jel 2
Bridge
Pima
LA
Piya
Vlad
Cyruse
Mj-1
Mj-2
Adam
Mykel
Chu-chu
Daryl
Myls
Rose
Kristine
Anntot
Kat
Katmac
Schedar
Irene
Marla
Pauline
Dave-1
Dave-2
Rafi
AD
Lovelle
ivy
eRYzzah
Michelle
Tanya
VJ
NKE
Josa
Prech

Designed by: Milky

Get awesome blog templates like this one from BlogSkins.com